Better Every Day-January 13th

What is life asking of you?

I won’t lie it’s really February 15th and I’m trying to go back and answer some of these prompts. But it’s still relevant so …

Ever since January 1st I’ve been feeling called to truly be by myself. And I thought I would at first truly listen but then I let a low frequency person come back around my energy and I got played and a bunch more consequences. I truly believe this is the fallout to not listening to the universe, consequences of not being true to myself. So now I feel like life is asking me to be celibate for an extended amount of time, at least till June 1st. I’m honestly so excited to just see who I will be then, and it’ll be just in time for summer. I’m still going to go out and have fun and it’ll be without the pressure of, will someone talk to me or take me home? Because I don’t want to talk to anyone like that right now. It’s for me. Just a chance to relearn that sex isn’t that special and to be more selective, not everyone needs to feel all of my energy.

I am excited to just take that energy that I usually exchange during sex and to just hold this energy for myself and see what I become with having all my energy for myself. I’m proud of myself for trying to listen to what life is asking of me.