Hello
New love feels like adrenaline, a constant feeling of possibilities and danger.
After each failed love story or situation that never evolved further we learn things.
We learn what we like, and what we didn’t, ways we could've tried harder, been better.
In love I think we meet the people we are supposed to meet when were ready for each other. Ready to learn something new about ourselves. People can be the ultimate mirrors of our true selves.
I think if I would have met you even a month ago our story may be different
Not so full of Genuity, commitment and respect, it probably would've been avoidant, casual , lustful.
Relationships like that serve their purpose though they show us the holes that are still needing to be acknowledged
They challenge us to think about what else could be out there and they create contrast over time for us to hold on to genuine relationships when they come around. I know for me I was done, tired, felt like I was winning the game but then woke up one day and realized all I was doing was playing a game with no end. I had decided being alone was better than the cycle of casual one night stands and I would just wait for something real to come around. I don’t want to play games anymore, I don’t want to compromise on expectations just to fulfil temporary needs. I want the whole package the whole story.
To think our story started with a friendly "Hello"