What If I Had Stayed ?
I’ve always been the one who has to learn the hard way.
Every mistake, every wrong turn, every bruise on my soul — I collected them like proof that I was living.
But now, standing in the quiet of what’s left, I see what I could’ve had if I’d just stayed.
I could’ve been loved. Cherished. Safe.
Instead, I’m left with the ache of knowing better too late.
Hello
“I don’t want to play games anymore; I don’t want to compromise on expectations just to fulfil temporary needs. I want the whole package the whole story.”
Chaos
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Bright
“I think I rather love truly 100x’s in this lifetime and be rejected by people who are too scared to accept my love, then to dim it.”
“She Answered”
“Real love is about accepting a person for all that they are and choosing to grow with them, no matter how ugly some seasons are.”
“Leaves”
“I wish you would just sit with me and let this be as real as it feels.”
“Power”
Let’s take one more moment to also acknowledge how grateful I am to my own soul, I’m so in love with her.
“Pieces”
“To him, I was just a nice toy he picked up on the way to where he really wanted to be…His real dreams.”
“Nothing Last Forever”
“We look back at pictures of times when were thin but if were honest, we still didn’t love ourselves then”
“That’s Where I Find a Glimpse of Us.”
“ I think about the time you gave me, so temporary, but it fed my soul in ways another never has before. It was my addiction.”